I Forgive Myself

Recently, I had an unpleasant experience with a co-worker who was spreading false accusations about me. It was clear that this individual was trying to damage my relationship with another colleague with whom I work closely. Despite my attempts to resolve the issue by confronting this person, they refused to stop causing problems not only for me but for others in the company as well. It was frustrating, stressful, and left me feeling foolish. However, I am optimistic that things will change for the better now that this troublesome individual is being held accountable for their actions. It's time to put an end to the toxic behaviour and create a healthier workplace environment. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into immediate react and defense when I hear someone has accused me by/through gossiping behind my back, and being two-faced after I had already brought it up to them as it being an issue that is causing trouble with my relationships with other...

What I realised today was that none of what those criminals did to me defines me. All of what they did purely defines them. I had nothing to do with what they did and I wanted nothing to do with what they were doing. Those people did what they had done of their ownnchoice/decisions, and it doesn't have anything to do with me. I was just victim. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe that what those people did was a definition of me or was because of me, or anything I had done when it was all a definition of them, and their choices/decisions to do wha they were doing to me. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realisw/understand all the crimes those criminals were committing against were purely a definition of them as who/how they're as their criminal-minded selves and had nothing to do with me whatsoever I was just the unsuspecting, unwilling victim. I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and all...

The psychopathical nature of 6 Destonians. I found Desteni when I was 16 years old. At the age of 19 I was attacked for asking another woman in Desteni would she be my friend or partner. As soon as they found out I was gay they clearly went behind my back and planned out how they were going to put me through a gay conversion attempt. They needed to destabilise my life, turn me away from all my support systems, take me away from all my university degree, and use the DIP Pro courses as a form of blackmail to get me to do what they want me to do. They already picked out a male whom they were going to force me with. This male I only talk to here and there. His name was Anthony field. Now, at the time I had no idea Anthony Field was obsessed with me. He never said anything about how he felt, and what he was participating in inside his mind. How I saw Anthony field was only ever a friend. He was never going to be anything else. What they used to abuse me and get me to turn me agai...