DAY 18: Embracing Femasculinity Over Femininity

Ever since I was kid I disliked dresses. The only time I wore a dress is because it was required of me to wear it for primary school. Dresses in my opinion should not be expected females to wear. When I was a kid dressers weren't practical. I played a lot of sports, I fought with a lot of boy physically, I had a lot of friend who boys, and the dress just was not practical for what we would do. If I fell over while playing T-ball, the dress would rid up, and reveal my underware. If the wind blew the dress would blow up and everyone would see my underware. Dresses are constantly forcing the female both mentally and physically to worry about their underware being shown. Already we are classed as ''sluts'' when we wear too revealing clothing, ''tramps'', etc. etc. But the whole fashion is pretty much designed to make it harder for the female body and make it less physical. Of course, that depends on what shop you go to. I work in a shopping centre at night, and constantly I'm seeing fashion everywhere. Female fashion is flawed... and half of it I have the thoughts ''How could any woman withstand wearing that for an entire day -- No wonder more and more women are being drained. We are being dumbed down from early ages with non-practical clothing that is designed to slow us down physically and mentally. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe as a woman I have to wear a dress just because the fashion industries by/through designing these dresses and making defining them as 'fashion'. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe that because I am a female and society expects me to wear a dress or clothing that isn't practical, and purely designed to drain the female physical body and mind, that I must wear it because I am a female. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to bother with the idea of femininity as energy that this type of clothing is designed to EMIT as it makes the female more and more contained physically, and more and more contained mentally. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realise/understand that embracing my femasculinity I will be able to save time, worry, and discomfort by not wearing dresses or any other type of clothing that is for a female to slow her down. I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe that i have to be the female that society expects me to be. I commit myself to embrace femasculinity which is the stronger version of the females.

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